| You should know that I would never let you go.
Im here to bear the weight of years.
You turn away what else is left for me to say?
youll think what you want.
Its like were once again at the first part.
Its safe to fall if you just trust the ground that you stand on.
I swear I would never let you down.
You should know sometimes its hard for me to show my fears but Im never insincere.
Dont turn away from what you trusted yesterday.
Im still that person that you can always depend on.
You live and learn but when Im gone I wont return.
You dont have to feel that burn and Ill know the time has come when you wake up alone and fine.
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| im still trying to figure out how to do it. To be proud to be who i am and enjoy the people who want to be around me.
to not try to push myself into some mold that is same as every other. its hard. i have to go through the day
telling myself that i am amazing even though sometiems it hard to believe
i have to put a smile on my face be able to just live life.
even though im living to get out of highschool.
truth be told i never really enjoyed it. freshmen year yes but all the others
they were hard work and some of the times it took my soul and twisted it around just to see if i could survive.
well i did and now i stand here totally different then you once saw me.
my eyes hold the truth and my hands hold god's word.
i no longer believe that cool is the best thing for my life
but i believe that cool is some word like love that is thrown around
no one knows the meaning yet we abide.
i stand here showing you that a cutter can stop and survive
i stand here showing you that a girl once who suffered from depression can show up everyday with a smile on
i stand here being a girl who switched schools her whole life only to find out that everyone is utterly the same
i am your voice now. i know what goes on
i know how little importance high school drama is and how talk is very cheap but lies are free.
i stand here being able to survive a life that was once like odd girl out.
yes ive been through it. And im here to show you that even though it was the sadness/horrific thing i ever went through
it is durable. And everyone who helped me on the way
by a smile a wave a brief conversation has made such an impact it amazes me.
all i can ask for the future teens of our generation and the next is to not let everyone be alone
unite for that is all we will sometimes have we are the same looks fade style changes and the world will always move
so if we can smile to someone we dont know. start a conversations with someone who is different from us
maybe we can all see a new side of the world
the world we all are stuck here together to unite one human race.
yes we are one race.
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| im still trying to get you out of my memory.
its ashame i thought i could do it and have you like me and wanna be with me.
i was wrong.
i gave my soul away to the devil.
has that ever happened to anyone?
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